I am in mourning today as a close friend of mine decided to take her life over the weekend. I found out the news at 5 till Midnight on Sunday May 29th. Which caused me to not sleep and put a somber note to my day. So I will take off this day from writing and celebrate the life that is Krista Renee Easter. As she was more than a friend to me and more of a sister.
She was there for me through thick and thin. Including one night when I was on the verge of taking my life. Sadly I was not there for her in her time of need. As she closed her accounts on Youtube, Facebook and twitter the day of. I know I can not change the past but I can help change the future. If you are feeling lost, sad or depressed please seek out the guidance of friends, loved ones or just a random stranger. There are people out there that will help you in your time of need.
Sadly Krista did not and that will always run through my mind. First with sadness then with anger. All the while I will play the what if's in my head. So if you are struggling with who you and what you are. Do not do what Krista did and that is take her life at the hand of a gun. You can come to me and ask me to talk to you. I have no problem being the soundboard for you to express your feelings. It is the least I can do as Krista was there for me.
R.I.P Krista Renee Easter my beloved sister and friend.